4 more hours to head out of the house and move to Woodlands to have some 'rest' time for 2 days. OR 3. I was excited a week before but not today. Perhaps because I'm too exhausted and have too many 'what ifs' along the way. First of all, I hate travelling from Woodlands to City Hall. It makes me anxious. Frustrating. I do not adapt easily, especially when I have to go out of the house...with a kid. Fear.
I am contemplating rest. I know I need it. But I often wake up moody and more tired than before I sleep. Sometimes I end up throwing an episode because I don't want to go out. Yet to understand how a normal person manages to live daily.
