You never really understood what's missing in your life when you don't even have any idea what was taken away from you; Perhaps you've lost yourself a long time ago.
The last few days of Ramadan. I've not stepped into Geylang at all this year. I want to but I just can't bring myself to. Firstly, the crowd... Secondly, I just can't get myself to go out. Lastly, it makes me feel worse. I know I'm going to fuck up my raya clothes. I only have 1 pair. That, too, I think it's a little tight. So if I were to gain weight in the past 3 weeks, I'm doomed.
